Gedankensprung

Sie spürt seine Zweifel intuitiv. Doch die Fakten sind klar wie Winterhimmel: Immer noch kein einziger Brief! Sie entzieht ihrer Seele die Nähe, da durch die Lähmung des Wir-Gefühls auch Wirrgefühle entstehen. Sie kann sich nicht weiter sehen in der Rolle der ständig Hoffenden, wird erneut zur Verschlossenen, auch wenn die Wunden offen sind. Sie opfert sich nicht weiter für seine Launigkeit auf, sie hört auf, auf ihn aufzubauen, da sein Fundament in der Wärme ihrer Hände taut. Er vertraut zu sehr, dass sie wartet auf ihn. Auf dass er sich klar wird. Auf das, was er sagen wird, auch wenn er es dadurch beendet. Doch sie wartet jetzt nicht mehr. Sie hat vor ihm für ihn beendet. Er wird eines Tages vielleicht erkennen, was er gehen ließ. Unschlüssigkeit als Trockenheit, die die Blume vergehen ließ...

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I'm dying to know
do you like dreaming of things so impossible??
or only the practical??
or ever the wild??
or waiting through all your bad bad days??
just to end them with someone you care about??

and do you like making out and long drives and green eyes??
and girls that just don't quite fit in??
yeah do you like them??

So yes, I'll see you there.

I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
where I would impress you
with every single word I said.
I would come out insightful or brave or smooth or charming
and you'd want to call me

And I would be there every time you'd need me
I'd be there every time...

But for now I'll look so longingly waiting...
For you to want me,
for you to need me,
for you to notice me...

Do you see the truth through all these lies?
Do you see the world through troubled eyes?

And if you want to talk about it anymore,
lie here on the floor
and cry on my shoulder...
I'm a friend!

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.